sorry dekk aku tak kuat :'(

assalamualaikum , , hey what's up ? ? hope you all well :') not like me . . just can make a fake smile today :') why did i suddenly think about hafiq ? ? why ? ? why today ? ? why on this happy day the sadness came ? ? i'm not strong enough to face all these :( just straight to the point kay :') my entry today "sorry dekk aku tak kuat :'(" yes tonight i'm not strong :( totally cried today :'( sorry dekk i can't ! akak tak boleh ! desperately sorry for not fulfilled the promise dekk . . akak tak kuat . . akak pun tak tau kenapa malam nie akak jadi tak kuat macam nie . . i tried not to cry but i can't . . tonight my tears fall :'3 like i say tonight i'm lost . . yeahh totally overcome with tears that i try to hold it for 6 days . . but , why must today ? ? today should be a happy day for me . . because abang are out to answer PMR . . ya abang already merdeka :'D i'm rejoiced  bang . . i hope you'll get straight A like you wish to :') but so sorry bang , tonight i'm so emotional ! yess extremely emotional . . all this because i think about my past with hafiq :( tak sangka :') i thought our relationship can be more than a month but i'm totally wrong ! kenapa weyh ? ? its almost 10 day to go . . i hope one day you will came back :') hurm , , mybe i'm not for you . . yeahh i must be strong ! but , i think i realy-ii miss you tonight :( i'm not cheat . . i know you hate me but i can't stop this feeling :') i just want you to  know that i realy-ii love you . . i just can't lie to myself . . i still love you even though i've tried to hate you . . and i still miss you sayang :') i miss you wish me good night everyday . . i want you back . . if not as a boyfriend mybe as a close friend ? ? i still expect you even though i can't get what i want ! please appreciate me hafiq :') i don't care what people want to say as long as i get you back it's more than enough to me ! i knew i should not get jealous to rieka but what can i do . . i realy-ii jealous when i see you with her :( okea lah i think this is enough for today . . i don't want to cry anymore . . i bet i can do it ! yeahh no more tear nuraini this night will be the last day you cried . . you must remember nuraini exam is near . . so just forget about love for a while and focus to your study . . that more important ! so just let it go . . forget about hafiq and go to study . . for the sake of your future soon :) just put a smile on your face :)

#ohhmyy ! entry aku kali nie berbahasa english ? ? hahak ! tak salah mencuba right ? ? okea aku tau english aku low tapi apa salahnya kalau aku praktik kan dalam kehidupan aku kan ? ? haha . . okea lah . . tried to smile :') kay i want to sleep . . very-ii sleepy now . . kbye ! ASSALAMUALAIKUM :)